What to do?

There are way to many thoughts in my head and not enough time or energy to get them out. Right now too many things are happening at once and I feel like exploding. The one person I wish to see the most and the one who I love the most, is training in the middle of the desert, with no cell service. It is amazing how much you realize you need a person until they are gone. I am falling apart. I, in no way, condone running away from ones problems, but currently I feel like it is the only solution I have. Is it time to pack my things and leave all the trash behind?